why didnt i treasure them more when they were here with me last year?
why did I realise the importance of them only till now?

I MISS THEM.
phyllis, RJ and diana.
i'm regreting.
the weather was rather gloomy
and the atmosphere: melancholic.
i dont know why, but i used to like this cool weather a lot.
not now, i'm wondering why.

people around me seem to be quite emotional these days.
was it due to stress? or do they miss them as much as i do?

I was standing at the usual bus stop all alone today.
memories jus kept haunting me.
theres no more phyllis tay there, standing and waiting for bus 156 with me.
theres no more RJ, smiling,smirking and grinning when her 136 arrived.
theres no more phyllis tay squeezing up onto the over-populated bus with me.
no more. no more.
no more laughters, no more smiles.
it was jus me, me and me alone.

the exact situation today reminded me of aunite tay.

one fine thrusday, last year,
phyllis tay and i were trying our best to pack ourselves onto tiny 156.
and that was after our ridiculous afternoon pe session,
which we both dreaded.

one fine thrusday ,this year,
I was squeezing up the bus myself.
though it was crowded as usual,
i felt lonely,empty, insignificant.

though times are bad, i'm still thankful/grateful to
SL,SY,YY and HH for your encouragment and support!

ARGH! i screwd up my maths test!